So Close

There's two weeks left. 14 days. I am getting more and more nervous with each new day. I do not know what to think anymore. I just hope the time goes by fast. I expect to come back from BCT and AIT a new person, but I hope to transition back into my current life: bills, work, school, etc. I am sure it will. The Secret told me it will.

The dealership's business is increasing a little bit. Not a big difference, but at least we are talking to people. I haven't hit my goals in a very long time. I feel the morale there is very low. I can understand why; we have been doing all this training and yet no customers to talk to. It can be frustrating.

As far as the relationship goes, I am confused. I love her and I want to be with her. But sometimes I just want to be away from her. She is far away, and I miss her. But other times I am glad. I don't know what to think anymore.

In other news, AAPL is doing great. My portfolio has been gaining, but unfortunately not growing. It will be growing as soon as I come back from training (or maybe sooner). Until then, we'll see what happens.