Ready to Give

It's a new day and here I sit at the University again. It's as if I am stunned; I am not able to do anything. I get started and my mind just stops working. I seem to be very easily distracted. I cannot focus for more than a couple of minutes. It is very frustrating. There is a lot of work to be done, and yet, I cannot do anything. My team is depending on me, and yet, I cannot do anything. I feel so helpless. So lost. I do not know what to do. I try and try, but nothing seems to be working. As I am writing this, I seem to be lost in my thoughts. Even when writing about nothing, I distracted and lose focus.

There are so many thoughts going through my head right now. I feel so overwhelmed. I am ready to give up. My finances are doing so well; AAPL is up another 3.7%, and I just received the first part of my enlistment bonus. However, the rest of my life is not so well. Piece by piece it is falling apart. I want to give up. I feel as though I am already fading away. I do not know what to do. I am so lost.